Emotional U-turn

I think I had given everybody a scare after a series of emotional posts, didn't I?

Seriously, I was this close to giving up everything: my friendship, my love, my degree just because I was not able to stand all the shit anymore.

I felt like I was lost in a dark wall-less room, stumbling in the dark, trying to reach out for something that wasn't there.

Part of the light opened up for me, and a few pairs of hands offered themselves to pull me out. As I reached out for them, I yearned for a pair belonging to the one I love the most, but I didn't see them. Those who I thought were the ones to turn their backs on me were pulling me out of the dark instead, and at that moment I thought to myself:

Have I lost my sense of judgement?
Could it be that I was mistaken?
Should I just let go?

Truthfully, if they chose not to appear, I was willing to let them go and move on.

However, just moments ago, the pair of hands appeared, although a little shaken and weak. They gave me the final lift, so that I was able to climb out of the room, and experience a wonderful world, better than any other worlds combined.

Thank you for your concerns everyone.

Phew, what a U-turn from my angry/sad posts huh?

I guess I owe it to you guys and girls.

*lovelovelove*