Malas.

Ku malas.

Malas ingin menyambung semula laporan eksperimenku selepas menghabiskan satu mangkuk Maggi berperisa Tom Yam kepunyaan Yng Jiun yang telah dimasak bersama sayur, sosej dan 'fu chok'.

Heh.

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I'm supposed to be finishing my two lab reports due in less than 10 hours' time but i'm not because i'm just too lazy.

Laziness. Is it one of the PMS-es?

I hope so.

Agh. I did it again! I can't believe i have no self-control.

Sad, sad.

And to think that i'm being demanding.

I am NOT demanding.

It's just that i deserve better.

Don't you think so?

Back to emo issues here..

Been doing a lot of thinking every night before falling asleep, and i realised that i may be putting myself in a position that might get me hurt one day. Everytime i told myself to stop it, my brains just stop functioning for awhile and i lost the battle between rationality and.. urh.. fantasy?

It's just unfair. I just want to spend more time with him. But i'm supposed to wait until the holidays.

Why must wait until the holidays?

I should complain to him about this.

Selfish i am not.

Haih.

Emo betul.

Benci. Benci. Benci.