Malas ingin menyambung semula laporan eksperimenku selepas menghabiskan satu mangkuk Maggi berperisa Tom Yam kepunyaan Yng Jiun yang telah dimasak bersama sayur, sosej dan 'fu chok'.
I'm supposed to be finishing my two lab reports due in less than 10 hours' time but i'm not because i'm just too lazy.
Laziness. Is it one of the PMS-es?
I hope so.
Agh. I did it again! I can't believe i have no self-control.
And to think that i'm being demanding.
I am NOT demanding.
It's just that i deserve better.
Don't you think so?
Back to emo issues here..
Been doing a lot of thinking every night before falling asleep, and i realised that i may be putting myself in a position that might get me hurt one day. Everytime i told myself to stop it, my brains just stop functioning for awhile and i lost the battle between rationality and.. urh.. fantasy?
It's just unfair. I just want to spend more time with him. But i'm supposed to wait until the holidays.
Why must wait until the holidays?
I should complain to him about this.
Selfish i am not.
Benci. Benci. Benci.