Touchy Feely

I must be having my usual PMS nowadays.

Got very touched during a wedding yesterday night - my dad's cousin's, whom I've never met before and I'm pretty sure she was as clueless as who I was when I congratulated her yesterday.
:P

Anyways, it was held at Royal China Restaurant at Jalan Ampang, I represented dad and went with mom, and met up with my dad's sisters - my aunts from Singapore.

Ahhh I miss them both already. Might go down for Christmas heehee.

Back to the wedding. They showed the wedding photos, including what transpired in the morning when the groom went to pick up the bride, and I could't help but go "awwwwwwwwwww (in my heart)" when I saw the couple's happy faces.

Honestly, honestly, I can't help feeling a little jealous of them. It's like, "Will I be able to smile like that one day?"

Of course my time will come *fingers crossed* one day, but I really wonder when will that be.

At times I think, I don't think I'm ready to be involved with anyone right now. I still have problem with juggling my tasks at work, I hardly get to spend time with my friends and I have loads of things I would like to do before settling down.

So, where got time?????

Even if I do, I think I won't give the relationship my very best, and it's very unfair to the guy hor????

screw pms.

Then I got touched while watching the Japanese drama, Last Friends.

starring Mizukawa Asami, Eita, Ueno Juri (all three acted in Nodame Cantabile), Nagasawa Masami and Nishikido Ryo (acted in the drama 1 Litre of Tears)
I can't remember when was the last time I watched a drama that is shocking, yet touching at the same time. I mean, most of the J-dramas I watched were all of the comedy kind, with some family values inserted in it. This is the first time I watch a drama that deals with homosexuality, domestic violence, sexual misdeed, all together wrapped up with the elements of friendship.

I must say Nishikido Ryo did a good job in giving me the creeps and making me believe that supernice guys can be distorted in some ways. And how his character is a selfish bastard for raping Michiru and then committing suicide straightaway wtf so crazy!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

and the drama taught you how a simple miscommunication can cause misunderstanding and wrecks friendship, so please, don't hide things from your friends thinking that you want to protect them.

Cause at times, it'll end up hurting them.

ahhhhh why i so emo????

oh i like the last episode when the baby was born, such a cute little baby!

GAH!

screw pms.

WeeN's note: Actually I wanted to post this yesterday, I was more touchy feely yesterday than today. But I still want to post hahaha